Frustration/Depression

I can not sleep. I am not fulfilled. What do I need to do in order to do what I love all of the time and only that to make a living? I would like to sing for a living until I die. I would like to be on tour and have a family of musicians around me. There is no road map. I was talking to a friend and telling him, it sure would be nice if there was a GPS for success. I want to wake up to my only job and have it be music. Time is passing and this is missing. May someone or something come into my life and give me guidance. Music is my saving grace and I am positive that it has kept me alive. I am grateful for the good people that always appear when you need them the most.Thank God.